Nathalie Guilbeault

Nathalie Guilbeault is a native Montrealer now living in North Hatley, Quebec. She is the author of the novels INHALED and WHEN I BECAME NEVER. Her next book, a collection of short stories, COLD CHAOS, Stories from a North, is set to come out January 2025. The story she is submitting here is taken from this collection. In 2022, she became the editor, French section, of the Nelligan Review, a bilingual literary and cultural journal. Her work has been published in various journals, anthologies, and magazines.

Bleeding Dyad

The pain, this feeling of inadequacy, is there with you, and although the seed of it was never recognized as a seed belonging to it, as a seed made of it—pain—they planted it still, in your making, ignorance at the center of their factice bliss, this justification—they didn’t know; did their best.