Poetry

“The Soft Apocalypse,” “Alluding Perusing,” and “Outré”

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The Soft Apocalypse

Don’t go stalking my spirit

when I pass.

Let me fly so you can go on.

The end is the end, but it isn’t, too.

When you’ve

crossed my arms

and

shut my eyes,

go on home

and grieve,

if you must.

But wake again, anew.

Be Mr. Ramsay,

be the widower you can’t help

but be.

Take up your paints,

have your vision.

Buy that bass, learn to cuss.

Tie your boots in double knots.

You’ll have lost me,

but not us.

Oh, the soft apocalypse.

Alluding Perusing

– with thanks to Alexander Pope.

Almost anything or

anywhere

will do for

so-called evildoing.

Even reading.

A half-seen presence

 lurking in a novel,

 saying something

 that warps

 a frame of mind

 set in childhood.

Not even trying to sway.

But the human intellect

will grasp,

given half a chance,

at ideas

that elevate

the curated experience

called life.

That elevation

becomes Blake’s Experience

and the blooming of your mind

outweighs the loss of the Innocence.

“A little learning is a dangerous thing.”

So don’t just learn a little.

But know it will lead

To

Joy

and

mourning.

Outré

You can’t capture outré because its nature is

a mosquito in combat boots,

wearing a patchwork quilt boa,

sporting diamond earrings, real ones,

and pearls on a half shell as a brooch.

She’s not different just to be.

That would not be outré.

That would be rebellion’s influence,

not outré itself.

She just is, even when it’s lonely.

A child wears pink;

a child wears brown.

No, she doesn’t.

What child would willingly

don nature’s  darkness?

Outré is what was really lost

When we were booted out

Of Eden.

She snuck it out in her pocket,

And now she eats it

By the handful.

Oh, I think I’m saying things

the world is not ready to hear.

Rebellion is just another name

for “you’re not the boss of me,”

and just as reactionary, loves.

Bet I’m not getting a fruit bouquet

for saying that.

Then again, I don’t need one.

About the Author

Drema Drudge

Drema Drudge is a novelist and poet whose work blends emotional candor and the everyday with longing. She earned her MFA from the Naslund-Mann Graduate School of Writing. Her poetry has appeared in The Rye Whiskey Review, The Word’s Faire, and is forthcoming in Cathexis Northwest Press.