Poetry

“Defining Divinity,” “Gallop Arrested,” and “A Journey – Steering to the North”

Defining divinity
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Defining Divinity

(Dedicated to:  A friend, RIP)

Deep in the heart of the countryside

The tiny sturdy two-teacher school stood

Hidden between the tall trees and fading footsteps.

Many years ago, it finally closed its doors,

To all except for the traveling vagrants

Scurrying mice, spiders, wasps and black crows.

Today it still stands with echoes

Of children whose whole lives were

Sullied and muted by strong sally rods and the crucifixion.

One of those children was John G.

Wrenched from his parents, his community

And screeched off to a “school” in Galway.

The long journey alone in the back of a black van

Stretched for almost the full day.

It finally ended with the banging shut of two large oak doors.

The torture began immediately.

The wee boy was stripped of  his everything,

Including his few shreds of dignity and speech.

Thus began the daily discipline of the wee boy

Who had never committed a crime,

And who withstood a little lifetime of belittlement.

His years in the ‘reform’ school taught him,

Trust nobody, drink like a fish, tread lightly,

So the scars on his bum would heal.

The scars divinely never did heal.

Gallop  Arrested

It was Tuesday morning

Bright, so bright.

The tall trees lent their shadows

To the soft earth

Where infant animals

Sought relief from the bright

Dawn, dribbling life.

Unfurling too rapidly

Before maturity advanced

To arrest the gallop.

Tellingly.

A Journey – Steering from the North

Large chunks of ice floated on the water

The water froze over every winter

The summer, not spring, rode the waves

Troublesome seals pounded their flippers

Whilst strangers moved forward, inch by inch.

All the while, lamenting the cold

And scraps of food prepared in tin cans

She braved the hollow in her heart

That occasionally snuck upon her

With the scent of lavender and cinnamon

As men hurried in, tarried, sunk a pike

Into the child-like flesh between her legs.

Soundings of trepidation and tantalizing liquor

Broken logs ablaze in the fire

Of the heart and the hearth

Longing for the winter to return

When loggers and joggers went home

To roost and toast the coming long days

And brutal nights of wanton diatribes

That fill the air with heaving

Hollowed out witticisms and outright lies

Aflame in the cinder of her breast.

Ahoy there, your boat has landed

And mighty will be your sails

In the midst of steering from the north

As equality of deliverance bodes well

For all mankind.

About the Author

Ailish NicPhaidin

Ailish was born in Ireland and emigrated to the U.S. in 1997 with her then 9-year old daughter, Alannah. She began writing poetry over twenty-five years ago. She has won awards, has received honorable mentions, been short and long-listed, been published in several national and international online literary magazine, been published in national zine, has given several poetry readings. Poetry has been a staple throughout her life and writing poetry and reading poetry brings her daily joy.