Blumensprache or Self Portrait as Purple Thistle
Because my head is full of one hundred flowers.
Because dandelions were taken; ditto orchids
(each a bookend on the hardy-to-fragile spectrum).
Because I don't compete with or covet the rich
and shallow soil but trade in the depths of mingled roots.
Because irises/violets/lilacs/lavender/alfalfa share
the deepest brightest color,
of royalty, mystery, magic
but none the scrappy aura that claims:
the more suffering inflicted, the higher we grow
and become the frill that frames the martyrs' portraits.
Because I am popular with pollinators: moths
big as hummingbirds; birds; bees; Painted Lady butterflies.
Because, as such, I evoke Jesus, Mary's mother-milk,
and physical love.
Because when cut I retain my integral form.
Because I am an evolutionary work in progress.
Because I am the national emblem of Scotland.
Because I want to prick those pick-me yellow roses
Because I am all done up like a donkey's dinner
in a Texas meadow waiting waiting for decapitation,
reproduction and reincarnation.
Because Qui s'y frotte s'y pique.
Because I am both ornamental and invasive.
Because my catkin is as one with the clouds.
My Words
My words are way better than their words:
prettier, fitter, smarter, and fuller of mean-
ing. More athletic, skillful at sex, luckier in love,
taller and richer and overall more successful,
but also kinder and more generous, humble,
but not quite to a fault: the perfect amount.
My words are prismatic as a rainbow.
They coo like waterfalls. They spin
and tumble like ballerina-acrobats.
They taste of Bailey's and toasted
cheese. Theirs mumble; trudge
earnest and prosaic as foot soldiers.
My words are of a different order: the best
words in their best order. My words have con-
notations: subtle, sophisticated, nuanced,
refined. Theirs flub their lines on the regular.
My songbird words: metaphorical, proverbial,
turn theirs to thuds of toddler fists:
literally preverbal.
They feign disdain for my words,
but I hear them mouth them under
their breath; I see their frosty designs
form in the winter air. I watch them copy
them into their notebook to claim
them as their own. Good luck,
bonne chance, buena suerte.
I put the whoa, the woo-hoo, the woe, the woo
into words, and what do they bring, exactly?
Adverbs, exactly. Prepositions, articles, definite
or in, whereas I frolic in the prolix.
My first word was a sentence, my first sentence
a stanza, first stanza a sestina, first sestina
an entire collection, collection a library
a catalog of the world.
After Campbell McGrath
Noir
If you ever take an overnight flight in basic economy,
watch three movies−it's the next best thing to sleep:
a domestic drama, a rom-com, some avenging hero
and next thing you know you're in Brussels
eating mussels, and sprouts washed down with jenever or kriek
and all around you people are speaking French or Dutch
with no subtitles and you realize you are home,
and it's that extra room
you never knew was there, not just Brussels but Belgium,
not just Belgium but the whole EU! But then you remember
your citizenship test was today, you forgot to study,
and you're late, and your legs won't move, but you can teleport.
Then you wake up in wonderment, but the protests begin:
everyone puts their fingers in their ears, crosses their eyes;
no one wants to hear your dreams, unless they are newly in love
with you, or perpetrating some long-con seduction
to swindle you out of your modest fortune.
They'd prefer the to hear plots of the plane films
you saw, duly endorsed by mass production and consumption,
pandering to the lowest common denominator.
But where did movies even come from? From dreams.
Do they think it was the other way around? That back
in the day, before film, our nights were blank as snowbanks?
(Like when people say our brain is like a computer−shrug emoji!
−our brains invented computers.) Dreams know what we need,
like it or not, not like some random, know-it-all busybody,
but a kind of Higher Power who really does care.
Those indigenous peoples whose land
we humbly acknowledge having appropriated?
They share their dreams with interest and respect,
might we not do the same? But not so fast...
I'll go first...!