Crickets
freed from for a moment my sonic mechanics
and I started to hear a free fiddling buzz it was
that wild clicking din of innumerable tiny tigers
-eye bug-leg violins: crickets!
cruising from the roofs of blades
play vesper serenades for June boys,
vim Julies, whose bodies’ limbs are pinwheeling
vibrato by their sides in halls of tall wheat grasses,
fumbling lust, bravado bug-eyed & prismatic,
as though muse and maestro taken to easel
by the lumbering summer chirping orchestral.
The Man in the Coffee Shop
He was staring out the window at the fog when I walked in,
seeming almost its continuation, his trenchcoat a refraction of
the rainy dawn by glass, transmuted but the same in meaning:
gray, billowing mystery,
I barely noticed him but for a sideward glance as I beelined to baristas:
tall, gothic, his face a constellation of piercing, pock, a lean young body
hunched over a spot of Sunday morning quiet like a trucker with a beer
after the trek; I deduced he was a drug addict.
Waiting for my coffee I felt him brush past with a mutter that I could
not parse, or in the tradition of ignoring the possibly insane, did not wish
to, until upon my pivot toward the door, he crossed my path once more,
deliberate, and to my surprise, flirtatious, as he offered me in earnesty:
"Hello. I'm Dan."
The primal ease with which his arm extended then, eradicated language,
and borders between nations and every pretense of modern man,
humanity stripped bare to essence: no more than a mere still-life of an
animal courting, this boy for just one moment not a junky down on luck,
but, rather, a buck on best behavior, humbly offering up antlers for appraisal.
I said to him the same, my name, and lacking nothing more than the reflection,
it was made clear—a courteous but firm rejection; still, I was quite flattered and
I smile now to think if he would smile, what he'd think, to know despite my
having deemed him not mate-fit, to have been chosen among many as deserving
the most perfect arrangement of words.
Edgewise
Zoom out, he can be found at the perimeter:
do you see the arch of curious & calloused paws,
the keystone gleaming green & found to the desert air
is a dusty jagged puzzle-piece emerald,
shrapnel from some hooligans’ jettisoned heineken,
his is the gritty business of recovering gems:
scouring, salvaging, appraising, the tedious field
work of raising fossils from the dead & urging them
to glimmer through a second, less consequential life.
eyes scan the stretch ahead of soil yet uncharted
unaware that this is the start of a prolific career
in tending toward, pacing to the boundaries of
known venture, permissible, possible inquiry
another archaeologist, brilliant, odd, disturbed,
works adjacent, cloaked beneath straight severe
dark hair, it sits like the lampshade of her latent lesbianism
over a t-shirt two sizes too large & she crouches
to examine a new shard specimen poking through
the steppes’ dust like a skeletal hand,
she seeks the same precious discards,
and taken by this calling the two proceed,
pockets clanking with the day’s yield yet
like chain gang shackles: kindred in their quest,
both know that at its core this task—
to repurpose what may surface from the past—
is solitary work, at times requires parts of the self
only known to the self, and so on they go digging,
restoring, engaging one another as astronauts
mere feet apart read lips, mime mute, fumble meaning
through balloon-man hands where sound has no viable mode.
When mom discovered the sloshing wampum stash,
she admonished me not to pick up broken glass,
sanitation and general decency and “you don’t know where that’s been”
etc etc, the general mom arguments, not to mention
the danger of sharp edges, went so far as to make it a rule:
Do not pick up broken glass.
I found this prohibition cruel and pointless,
to begrudge a thing its unknown past, unjust,
and I thus began anew my glassy rescue in
the furtive righteous spirit of a conductor on the
Underground Railroad, sequestering the spoils
under clutter in my nightstand, outside the routine
purview of authority,
until days later, reclined in an evening bath,
shaping sheen hedges from the bubbles,
I heard her find it; the dull roll of an opening drawer,
the pause of a recourse processed, footsteps
toward the bathroom door, I knew I couldn’t bear the
scolding much less the disappointment and so
I made quick resolve to drown the senses, sank back
into the suds of my soapy opal topiary, a pirate
sinking sure with the loot of his ship,
submerged safe and deaf on the floor of the sea.